Tuesday 12 June 2007

Punk Rocker?

I guess not. Ana was good, the girl can really sing, but my God, I couldn't understand a single word! And the band before them was God awful! Seriously, even the punkers said they sucked. Of course, I didn't get drunk so maybe that was wrong to begin with.
I am so tired...
Yeah, I know what you all are expecting me to write about, but you already know the story so I don't see the point of dwelling on it any longer. Screw him.
OK, just this: he even dared to ask if I'd be coming with them on Friday! Uhm... NOT!
(I have an exam Saturday morning so I can't. Do you think he'll think I'm not coming cuz of him? Do you think I care what he thinks? lol Loser.) Although, as I read about the plans they're making, I really want to go! They are going to have so much fun! I wish I was going too!!!!
I got my first grade today. It's a B in Language Practice. Yay. (Too tired for enthusiasm.)
So that's it.
Oh wait. I also got some inspiration out of it all and wrote a punk song and that has to count for something, right? Now, who wants to do the music and sing it?

INFLATABLE DOLL
Your ego put combat boots on
And kicked my confidence in the guts
What was there to do but
To crawl back into Mother Solitude's womb

Hey, whatever
Take by the hand your inflatable doll
And take a stroll

So I pick the woman in me up
Shake the dust off my pride
Step one, step two
Look, I'm walking, holding my head up high

Hey, whatever
Take by the hand your inflatable doll
And take a stroll

Whatever
Just shut the fuck up
My fall doesn't want to listen
My slip just doesn't care

Hey, whatever
Take by the hand your inflatable doll
And take a stroll

1 spoke back:

Anonymous said...

What is there to say, after reading that? Maybe this (then again, maybe not):

Verlanglijstje

Geef mij Nescio en Tsjechov, oude boeken.
Geef mij na mijn zoveelste kale reis
iemand die mij twee haren uittrekt
en glimlachend zegt: je wordt grijs.
Geef mij alles en zeg: het is niets.

Geef mij niets en zeg: dat is alles.
Geef mij mezelf, geef mij jou.
Ik heb gezocht naar wist ik maar wat.
Geef mij nu eindelijk
wat ik altijd al had.

~Herman de Coninck

Wish list

Give me Nescio and Tsjechov, old
books
Give me after my umptieth empty trip
someone who pulls two hairs from my skull and smiles: you're turning grey
Give me everything and say: it's nothing.

Give me nothing and say: that's all.
Give me myself; give me you.
I have looked for the-hell-I-know.
Now finally give me -- what I always had.

Herman De Coninck

Krissie, you are wonderful.
Bel