Sunday 24 May 2009

This is not about Watchmen

Long story short, boiling oil exploded all over my kitchen (not an exaggeration) and burned my arm.

Me: If you look closely, this burn looks like a tank.

Him: ....

Me: Well all right, it's not exactly Rorschach...

Him: Haha, I did actually think of Rorschach as you said it.

Me: I knew you would.

Him: *implied facepalm* I'm so professionally deformed...

Saturday 23 May 2009

Let me take you to the movies. Can I take you to the show? Let me be yours ever truly. Can I make your garden grow?

So today we had another non-date.

You know, if he's not into dating me, he should at least have the decency to not look so fucking adorable when meeting me! But nooo, he shows up looking like a million dollars, reducing me to a giggling moron. AND it's probably not even for me because he's off to a birthday party after the non-date. Can you tell it's highly frustrating?!

Anyhoo. Had it been a date, it would've been a perfect one. We met, then had coffee in a nearby café, and then I said I had to go because I had a train to catch. Then he asked when was the next train and I said it was in an hour and a half and then he suggested I stayed. After some serious consideration that lasted full 10 seconds or so, I agreed. We left the café and went for a walk along the river. Sun is shining, it's warm but not to hot, the sky is ridiculously blue, and we're walking side by side, hands brushing off one another every few seconds... Pure perfection.

We make a huge circle going back through the city, chatting and laughing, exchanging glances... We pass a newly wed couple on their way to photographing and we talk about weddings and stuff, then a girl hands us some pamphlets about AIDS and condoms. I give him mine and he says he doesn't need it and I say he might since he's on his way to a party and he laughs. Its fun, it's comfortable, he's adorable...

Then it's time for me to leave and I say "See ya!" and he says "When you ask me again." I say "Ooh no, I won't ask you again!" and he says "Yeah, okay, my move it is." and we part ways. DID HE MEAN IT?! UGH.

Then I walk past a random guy on the street and he says "Whoa, doll, you just made my day, for real!" Eh, I'll take it.

Tuesday 19 May 2009

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now

Just turn around.

~ Holy shit, SovCro postcards are hideous. True story. I apologise in advance.

~ Oral presentation postponed till next week. Oh see me weep.

~ Sons of Anarchy. NEXT TIME FORCE ME SOONER. Seriously.

~ I think one can totally tell just by looking that I've lost weight. V. happy.

~ If I never hear about Star Trek again, it'll be too soon.

~ Fuck you, PB writers. Fuck you up your ass and... and... something not nearly as pleasant, I just can't think of it right now.

~ Krk, here I go again apparently. Yes, it's hard w/o my awesomeness, so I must grace you with my presence.

~ Pride and Prejudice and Zombies - surprisingly SPN like in the beginning, not so much later on.

~ 30°C FTFW!

Wednesday 13 May 2009

Tren kada riječi prestaju

I want to crawl under the covers and cry, cry, cry.

Of course, I can't because I share the room with my sister. Who is, of course, here with her boyfriend who's watching a football game on TV.

I can't even watch "Vanished" in mute and feast my eyes on Mr. Harold. Speaking of, I finished QaF last night and... well, I cried. (Silently, of course.) That was NOT a happy ending so fuck you whoever wrote it. FUCK YOU UP YOUR ASS AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY.

me: I can''t believe you let me watch QaF when you MUST'VE KNOWN how it ends

Christel: what?8:52 AMwhat season are you watching
me: 5I'm not anymoreI saw it allit's so stupid
Christel: what, I told you only S1 and some of 2 were goodhaha
8:53 AM me: yes but you said to gloss over everything to see how Brian and Justin end up
Christel: they didn't die:P
me: WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN???Buffy and Angel didn't die either
Christel: I only warn of character death
me: and I still haven't recovered from thatI am very very sadI cried8:54 AM it's all your fault


I lost interest in pretty much everything. I don't feel like anything. Everything requires so much energy. I want to lay down and die. Hibernate, at least.

I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. Everything sucks. Everything aches. Everything's suffocating.

I need... something. SOMETHING. My fingers itch for... words. For something with meaning. But I don't feel it. It's like... something's bubbling underneath the surface but I can't get it out. I am apathetic and restless at the same time. I need something big. Or...

Sunday 3 May 2009

Here I go again on my own


WHYY??! o.O

I had a productive afternoon - I saw episodes 1-5 of season 1. And it was good.


Tomorrow should be interesting - the Ministry has decided the classes are to be held according to the schedule, but the students refuse to give up on their demands. There could be police involved... I'm only going at noon, so I guess it'll be over by the time I get there. Of course, we got nothing, even though even Noam Chomsky expressed his support to the Croatian students. LOL

A friend of mine said to me today: Last night I was set up with a girl with no life. But I don't mean like you, with no life for real. LMAO Was it a compliment?

I was going to see Wolverine but people say it sucks. I'm finding it hard to wrap my head around it - how can it suck when it has shirtless, bulked up Hugh Jackman? Someone explain this to me.

Is there anyone here willing to write a paper on Croatian Realism? Yeah... didn't think so. Well then, I'll take a really, really good fic rec. KTHXBAI.

Or, y'know, there's always Brian Kinney. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥