Pre-Birthday Blues

It's my birthday tomorrow and I don't even care. Again I am aware of how I've accomplished nothing in my life. I'm back in school. At the age of fucking 25! I have no boyfriend/husband/lover nor do I have the need/desire to have one. I have no life. Seriously. No life whatsoever. I have a crush on a TV star, someone I don't know or ever will. I am pathetic. And I do absolutely nothing to change it. Happy birthday to me.