Cranky

I'm cranky because I haven't had my coffee yet and it's almost 3pm. (BTW, I have no idea what is wrong with the time on this site, it makes no sense to me, am when it shoud be pm and vice versa, even the minutes don't match mine...)
My sister expects me to do her hair AGAIN, and it's just annoying. It's curly, for God's sake! Let it be!
This is going to be a looooooong Saturday. A friend asked me to go to the movies. Unfortunately, she wants to see a movie that is not playing anymore.
WFW is taking a well deserved rest from all of us. I'm gonna miss her. I'm gonna miss the Wentworth-frenzy too. Hell, I already miss it! I was high for days and now it's all over. If anyone can recommend a 12-step-program, preferably the one you can go through in just 3 steps, please, don't hesitate to let me know about it! Otherwise, a lot of crankiness is to ensue...

Funny

This is so funny... Some people actually told me they think I am funny...

Plan

Well, it's my blog. I should be able to talk about me once in a while!

I'm still bored. But I'm waiting for my sister to end a conversation and the we're off to Soliter's. It should put an end to my boredom. Yes, drinking will be included. Yes, boys also. One of them being my sister's ex. One of them the guy that wore an argyle sweater on Christmas.

Oh, have I mentioned Soliter has a sauna? And yes, that's the part of the plan for tonight too...

Ok, bye now!

Bored Blabber

Oh. My. God. I. Am. So. Ooooo. Bored.

I think I'm gonna watch "Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets". Again For the 7th time, I think. Or is it 8th?

I am actually looking forward to the moment when my sister will come home from work. This can't be good...

Merry Christmas

Sretan Božić!

Feliz Navidad!

Merry Christmas!

Frohe Weihnachten!

Have yourself a merry little Wentmas too!

Love, Kris

Bored Blabber

I have nothing to say, really. My sis is pissing me off right now, slowly but surely. She's tiding up the room and expects me to do the same. I don't think so. She just won't back off. I love her... but I hate her right now.

Vacuuming, dusting, doing her hair, doing her nails... I'm basically her personal assistant. And she's the little sister!

She gives me money, though, since she works and I'm a student (again!). So I suffer silently.

On The Break

Finally! I am officially on the break! I should be going to P.E. tomorrow morning but no way in hell is that gonna happen!

It's time to put books and classes and worrying aside and do some partying (not too much, though, that's just not me) and do some doing nothing at all and do some re-watching of PB and do some doing nothing at all...

However, the holidays didn't start too well. We were supposed to go see Step Up tonight but then found out it only shows at 9pm and since Anja and I have no stupid buses to take us home after 10.30 we got screwed.

And I don't like getting screwed unless there's a chance of Wentworth doing it.

I'm re-reading Hi-Fi again. God, I looove that book. I feel as if Hornby is telling my life. Though I'm obviously not a 35 years old guy who owns a record store. Nor would John Cusack ever play me in a movie (...as I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead...).

I'm gonna go grab a bite. Who am I kidding... I'm gonna go stuff myself!

Hi-Fi

My dear friend Sonja got me Nick Hornby's "High Fidelity"!

I've been wanting this book for the longest time...

(And then we had a couple of drinks and I feel just fine now! Rum&Coke is gewwwwd...)

Pre-Birthday Blues

It's my birthday tomorrow and I don't even care. Again I am aware of how I've accomplished nothing in my life. I'm back in school. At the age of fucking 25! I have no boyfriend/husband/lover nor do I have the need/desire to have one. I have no life. Seriously. No life whatsoever. I have a crush on a TV star, someone I don't know or ever will. I am pathetic. And I do absolutely nothing to change it. Happy birthday to me.

Laurence F. Olivier

Laurence Fucking Olivier! Yes, that's what "F" stands for! He almost killed me today. In our Introduction to Literature class we had to watch "Hamlet" today. So I was thinking, ok, Kenneth Brannagh in tights... not the best thing to look at but Kate Winslet is a gorgeous Ophelia, all curvy and luscious (yep, I have a thing for Kate Winslet)... or even Mel Gibson in tights, I could live with that but noooo... Our professor had to choose the oldest and longest and most boring "Hamlet"-movie E V E R ... I swear, the parts of my body I never knew existed ached! People were actually sleeping! I was sincerely afraid Maja would fall out of her chair at one point! I'm still in pain...

Wet Foot

If someone does read this... I got really pissed off today. I went («-- hi hi hi) to classes this morning and on my way I found out that my right shoe can't stand it's rain very well!!! I've spent most of my day with my foot soaking fucking wet!!!!! I don't like being wet if Wentworth didn't cause it!!!!

But I'm fine now. Zen again. Off to stare and drool.

Lucid Dreaming

Good morning, everyone! I know, it's morning only to me. It's 10.24am in my world... And since you are now in KRISSIE'S WORLD, it's 10.24am for you too! OK! So, good morning, everyone!

I've slept for about 8h. Those who know me understand how rare and unusual this is for me (only here it wasn't a punishment but a very nice thing). No dreams, though. I saw a TV-show once about lucid dreaming. They were talking about the skill to get into the state of dreaming on purpose. Like, this second you're awake and the next you're dreaming. And the best part is that you know you are in fact dreaming and you are in control of everything that happens. You decide what happens next. They said it's something you can learn by practice. I really should try to find a course when they teach you how to do it. Just imagine, I'd be able to bring anyone I want into my dream (as if you don't know the first... well, the only person I'd bring would be Wentworth) and I'd get to decide what we'd be doing (... ........ .......). Seriously, MUST LEARN HOW TO DO THAT!!!!!

I watered the wheat few minutes ago. Did this make you stop thinking about making Wentworth your slave (in a very nice, fun and hot way, not in a way of making him pick cotton in the field!) ?? No?! Yeah, me neither... So excuse me, I'm going back to bed, who knows, this lucid dreaming, I might find out I already know how to do it.

Bored Blabber

This is really sad, writing for the sake of writing itself when I have absolutely nothing to say, but that's just me.

My mother bought a new toilet seat today. It's really tacky, with ocean-creatures, shells and stuff... Haven't had the heart to tell her, she seemed so proud.

current music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xgQ3w1aVzA

My sister is gonna watch One Tree Hill now. Mmmmm, Chad Michael Murray... Have I said that already??

Oh fuck!!! I have forgotten to water the wheat!!! It's not gonna grow this way.

Tomorrow morning I've got fucking P.E. Hate that class, the stupidest one ever! (Is stupidest even a word???)

Before I forget, Majo, ako ovo čitaš, sretan Ti rođendan malko unaprijed, tek toliko da budem prva!

What else? Well, can't think of anything. God, I wish something would actually happen to me finally! I'm pathetic... (and reconsidering that "good" I put under Mood)

Not gonna torture you (and myself) no more. I'm off...

P.S. I have to tell you about me being stupid very early in the morning.

So I wake up before my alarm went on. And I try to see what the time is. And I take a look at my VCR (yes, I still own a VCR!) and I realize something's screwed up with it because it's showing SS2 and I'm like WTF??? So I turn my cell on and see that it's 5.52. Get it? 5.52! No? Now picture it in digital numbers!!!! S S 2 !!!! I'm an idiot...

Bored Blabber

My day was quite all right, I had some classes (two of them each of 45 minutes only) and now I got absolutely nothing to do.

Still, feeling strangely down. And somewhat stupid because I got all mixed up yesterday. Today is St. Lucy's day, it wasn't yesterday, I have no idea what was/is wrong with me.

So I still have wheat to plant (and obviously I still have the correct word to look up in the dictionary). My sis has already called me from work to remind me about it. Ok, ok, I'll do it...

Although all of the Christmas spirit's gone away. Prison Break's gone away. My youth's gone away. Can't believe my dog's still here.

Oh God, this is such a boring, boring afternoon... (I know what you think. It's such a boring, boring life! Well, is there someone holding a gun against your head making you read this??? DIDN'T THINK SO!)

Btw, kisses to those reading this... You know who you are and so do I! xxxx

Premature Christmasing 2

I'm gonna stop complaining about people obsessing over Christmas too soon. It got to me too! I bought some Christmas lights today (not coloured ones, I like to keep things simple and tasteful) and I guess I'm gonna hang them in front of my door, and some for my room too. I'm embarrassed now, suddenly feeling very christmasy... I only wish I had put those lights outside two days ago when it was 15°C, because now it's freaking cold, around 0°C, maybe a degree or two over!

I'm gonna plant (there's a better word for doing that, I should have remembered it from my class but I didn't and I don't feel like looking it up, so I'll just go with "plant") some Christmas wheat today too. It's a Croatian tradition on St. Lucy's day (Sv. Lucija). You plant (again...) it today and it should grow real nicely till Christmas and ensure the new year to be rich and prosperous. Or something...

So, I'm done with the most of my school work for now, got some minor things left. It's Christmas finally! Well, at least it's coming and I can now enjoy it!!!

Uni Blabber

Today we were supposed to get grades and results of one paper and two partial exams we took last week. But no. Nothing. Have to wait. Again.

What else? Erm, we saw "Supersize me" in our "English language practise" class. All it has done for me was to make me crave for cheeseburgers... Seriously, didn't buy all that "It's very bad for you!"-crap at all! And I totally wasn't the only one!! Ok, turns out thinking of burgers makes me feel better! Chocolate's good too. Gonna get me some...

Borat

I went to see "Borat" last night. I wish I didn't. This is one of the worst, if not THE WORST movie I've ever seen.I absolutely don't get what the whole fuss is about. It's not funny, it's only gross. And it's gross big time. Although, I must confess, I laughed one and a half times. What a waste of time and money. The only people laughing were a bunch of 14-year-olds. They are the only ones who could possibly find that piece of crap funny. When we got out, Soliter said: "We should have known this wasn't a movie for us." Well, we really should. I didn't expect much, but hell, I got even less than that!

Premature Christmasing

My mother is making me check the lights, comment on 4 (FOUR!) Christmas-table-cloths she has bought TODAY, discuss the colours of this year's tree decorations...

Hello?! It's Dec 9!!!!! I still have a tone of school-crap to do, it's not even cold outside, the sun is shinning and it's around 15°C. I'm in no Christmas-mood at all! She's never been like that before. Maybe I should get off line and talk to her for a few minutes...

Holidays Beginning

Unfortunately, I've become so addicted to this internet-thing that I can't leave knowing I don't have to get up early.

And I'm exhausted from the past week. Every single day in the city morning till night, almost no sleep at all, and two exams and a paper done. Thank god it's weekend!

So I'm here hoping to talk to someone interesting but it seems like no one else is here. Boooring...

I should go and get some sleep, really. Wouldn't want my mother to come in and make me go to bed (yeah, I know, I'm 25 and she still does that!). It's such a hassle living with parents sometimes. Still, a home-cooked meal, laundry done, bills paid... I think I'll survive!

So... Christmas coming up. Time to get depressed all over again. Single, unemployed (well, studying actually), and since I don't believe in Santa for a while now,I don't think much is gonna change. Blue blue Christmas. again.

Two weeks of laziness, though. No school. No getting up at 6.20am. Christmas and New year have some silver lining to them.

Reality Report

Well, I wrote this that is to follow earlier today in one of my classes! (yes, that's my idea of paying attention...)

"So, I'm in my 'British Culture and Civilization' class right now. The professor is going on and on and on about British education. Why on earth do we need to know that shit for? It's so unbelievably boring!!!

Tomorrow I have another partial exam in 'Old Slavic Language'. I've studied for about an hour. That can't turn out well. I'm gonna fail... (I simply MUST use a collocation I had to learn for the exam I did yesterday: I'm gonna FAIL MISERABLY!) BTW, I'm gonna fail that one too.

Oh, did I mention this was gonna be an awfully boring thing to read? Well, I apologize, I have no life. I go to my classes and obsess over Wentworth. Again, I apologize.

Ok, so now there's this one-guy-group doing a report on sports of the UK (we usually do this working in groups but I guess no one except him wanted to do it. 'That's ok', he said, 'I like doing things on my own.' Now, isn't that JUST SAD?!!). I really hope he's gonna say something about Arsenal (GO; ARSENAL!). He really should mention Thierry Henry... he's not exactly English but he sure is dreamy! Because of the way he plays football, of course, nothing else, I swear! (I'm sorry, Wentworth, I come with some luggage...)

Oh, good, I've managed to turn the subject to Wentworth. And that's a hard thing for me to do!!!! But no, no new dreams of him. I miss him... I know, I never actually HAD him but at least 'Prison Break' was on and now it's gone. The Dark Ages are back...

Besides, in this God-forsaken country that I happen to live in, no one seems to know, let alone care, about him existing. Even my own sister doesn't give a fuck about him! My mother thinks I should find someone prettier to put his picture on my desktop. It's a sick sick disturbed world I live in... No wonder I have the need to escape to the VR!

BTW, the guy did mention Arsenal and there were some footage of Henry. So... YAAY!"

Crappy Day

I've had a really crappy day. I left home at 7am and returned at 9pm. I had an partial exam that i did in like 20 minutes but I have NO FUCKING IDEA if I did it right. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

The First Post

Hi!

So, this is my first post here EVER!

What to say.... Ok, let's point out the obvious: I am totally obsessed with the most beautiful, talented, sexiest, sweetest, hottest man in the world - WENTWORTH MILLER!

Other than that, there isn't much to say about me. I'm 25 and a freshman at FFOS, studying English and Croatian. I know what you must be thinkin'... WTF? 25 and only freshman??? Yeah well, it took me some (SOME?) time to get in but now that I am in, I love it. So far so good!

I should be studying right now, but I guess I'm NOT... I'm gonna... I intend to... Really.

Anyway, enough for my very first one. I promise I'll try to post regularly (not that it's gonna be interesting!). And if you have some patience, hold on. I'm still just warming up!

And last but not least, I have to welcome everyone who might stumble upon this blog of mine, especially my girls from the best board in the world! You know who you are!

I tebe, Soliteru!!!!