Wish I was too dead to cry

I wish I could talk about everything that's on my mind and in my heart but I can't. It just makes me wanna cry.
If you've noticed my gmail status says Busy all the time, it's just because I don't have it in me to talk right now.
I read your posts. I just don't really feel like interacting.
Instead, I'm just watching How I met your mother and ignoring the world.