You wouldn't believe this, I'm telling you. Ok, here goes: I met someone.I know, it's quite dumb, I've met dozens of people already, but I think this is a special kind of someone. I met him last night, he came with Robert's partner (have I mentioned Robi's a policeman?) Alen and I don't know if that's only my imagination but I really believe we sort of just clicked. Soon we were talking as if we knew each other for years. His name is Hrvoje, he was born on September 16, 1981 so he's just a few months older than me and he's a sailor. Yeah, I know, to meet another one while working as a waitress... one would say it might be a pattern but I'd rather consider it a coincidence. Anyway, Alen, Jelena, Hrvoje and me wanted to go to have some pizza last night after I was done but then came this bunch of people who kept me here until 3am so that didn't work. But then he came back this morning, again with Alen who went diving, and left him here. So he was here basically the whole day and so we chatted some more and I really like him. He looks a bit like Mirza Džomba (no joke) but is prettier. And you know me, at first I don't give a fuck about physical appearance, I'm only interested in personality, and then I change my mind and wish they were someone else.
Anyway, I'm way off now, nothing happened, chances are nothing ever will. I don't quite see how anything could happen. There's just no opportunity. And the complications...
Like the rumours, believe it or not, people are already starting to talk. It's sad, really, how obvious I am when I like someone, I can't hide it. I smile like an idiot, I only have eyes for the one person and I can't concentrate on anything. I broke a bottle today.
And the saddest part is that it's all in vain. We all very well know how things come uot when I get my hopes up. I should know better for once and get out while I can. I only hope Sonja wouldn't blab everything out to Vaki 'cause then mum will come by foot and take me home just to stop me from, Heaven forbid, possible having sex. But have no fear, no such thing will happen.
Anyway, I'm very sleepy, I've slept for maybe 2,5 hours and I should get some sleep but that probably won't happen with our living arrangement. You know...
Anyway, I'm way off now, nothing happened, chances are nothing ever will. I don't quite see how anything could happen. There's just no opportunity. And the complications...
Like the rumours, believe it or not, people are already starting to talk. It's sad, really, how obvious I am when I like someone, I can't hide it. I smile like an idiot, I only have eyes for the one person and I can't concentrate on anything. I broke a bottle today.
And the saddest part is that it's all in vain. We all very well know how things come uot when I get my hopes up. I should know better for once and get out while I can. I only hope Sonja wouldn't blab everything out to Vaki 'cause then mum will come by foot and take me home just to stop me from, Heaven forbid, possible having sex. But have no fear, no such thing will happen.
Anyway, I'm very sleepy, I've slept for maybe 2,5 hours and I should get some sleep but that probably won't happen with our living arrangement. You know...
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