Mom: What kind of a film is that "No Country For Old Men"?
Me: Coenish.
Mom: You're impossible to talk to.
Me: *shrug*
Me: Coenish.
Mom: You're impossible to talk to.
Me: *shrug*
8 years ago
Tuesday, 26 February 2008
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Saturday, 23 February 2008
Birth Date
Your Birthdate: December 20 |
 You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February |
Pictionary
I was at Dunja's last night. Playing Pictionary. Who was there? Dunja (duh!), Marija, Skeletor, Gamba, Marko, Puki and me. I cannot remember when was the last time I had that much fun. I laughed so hard my whole body ached. They're the funnest group of people I've ever met.
I've never played Pictionary before. And I can't draw. But damn, I'm bloody Picasso comapred to Skeletor! Ahahahahaha, his doodles were HILARIOUS! My team won both times. Yay us! I think my shiniest moment was when I draw "to triple". Marija's horse was the funniest horse ever drawn in history of horses drawn because it was anything but the horse. But we still guessed it. And the weirdest thing was Gamba's idea of "history": he draw a CROWN and a CAR and an ARROW POINTING FROM THE CAR TO THE CROWN and we were completely lost. My best guess was Rolls Royce but he explained he was pointing from the PRESENT - THE CAR to the PAST - THE CROWN. I almost fell off chair laughing. People's minds work in mysterious ways.
Puki brought me two books by Terry Pratchett, I took him some movies. I didn't want to take the books, I know books are as precious to him as they are to me, because I didn't know when will I be in the position to return them to him but then he said the sweetest thing: I'll bring you the books, at least we'll get to see you more often that way. You can go awwww now, I sure as hell did. Gamba kept asking me embarrassing questions because I'd blush. And then he was encouraging others to ask me stuff just so I'd blush. I'm a joke to them, even though they refuse to admit it. And now they want to interview me for their show "Forum" (it's the show that Dunja, Marija, Puki, Skeleteor and Igor do) as the "Forum person of the month" (it's what they do with one person every month) but it freaks me out, I'll freeze if they ask me stuff and I know it's being recorded. I can always make my way out of it.
I was supposed to go home at 12.30am, sister's bf was gonna come get me but they didn't let me go! Ahahahahaha! They made me stay and sleep over. We stayed up talking till 3.30 and we had an Oprah moment when Marija started complaining about her gapped teeth, Dunja about her "fat calves" and me... well, about me. Then the boys did their best to reassure us and make us believe how beautiful we are and that no one sees these things that make us insecure but to no avail, of course. They asked me why do I think so little of myself and I said Because I have a mirror. and then we all started laughing so hard I cried! Then the boys left and us girls ended up chatting till 5.30. It was so much fun. I think it was the best time I've ever had.
I should be getting some pics soon.
I've never played Pictionary before. And I can't draw. But damn, I'm bloody Picasso comapred to Skeletor! Ahahahahaha, his doodles were HILARIOUS! My team won both times. Yay us! I think my shiniest moment was when I draw "to triple". Marija's horse was the funniest horse ever drawn in history of horses drawn because it was anything but the horse. But we still guessed it. And the weirdest thing was Gamba's idea of "history": he draw a CROWN and a CAR and an ARROW POINTING FROM THE CAR TO THE CROWN and we were completely lost. My best guess was Rolls Royce but he explained he was pointing from the PRESENT - THE CAR to the PAST - THE CROWN. I almost fell off chair laughing. People's minds work in mysterious ways.
Puki brought me two books by Terry Pratchett, I took him some movies. I didn't want to take the books, I know books are as precious to him as they are to me, because I didn't know when will I be in the position to return them to him but then he said the sweetest thing: I'll bring you the books, at least we'll get to see you more often that way. You can go awwww now, I sure as hell did. Gamba kept asking me embarrassing questions because I'd blush. And then he was encouraging others to ask me stuff just so I'd blush. I'm a joke to them, even though they refuse to admit it. And now they want to interview me for their show "Forum" (it's the show that Dunja, Marija, Puki, Skeleteor and Igor do) as the "Forum person of the month" (it's what they do with one person every month) but it freaks me out, I'll freeze if they ask me stuff and I know it's being recorded. I can always make my way out of it.
I was supposed to go home at 12.30am, sister's bf was gonna come get me but they didn't let me go! Ahahahahaha! They made me stay and sleep over. We stayed up talking till 3.30 and we had an Oprah moment when Marija started complaining about her gapped teeth, Dunja about her "fat calves" and me... well, about me. Then the boys did their best to reassure us and make us believe how beautiful we are and that no one sees these things that make us insecure but to no avail, of course. They asked me why do I think so little of myself and I said Because I have a mirror. and then we all started laughing so hard I cried! Then the boys left and us girls ended up chatting till 5.30. It was so much fun. I think it was the best time I've ever had.
I should be getting some pics soon.
Thursday, 21 February 2008
It's A Dilemma
Here's the deal. You've read my old Diaries of Krk, right? No? Oh well never mind. Anyhoo... I got a call today. I have a chance to go to work there again. My, my, I must have been really good if the guy is calling me two years later! LMAO And I wanna go. I'm going to go. But here's my dilemma: when to go? In May or July? If I go in July, I'll take a few classes from 2nd year and attend them regularly. BUT! I don't HAVE TO take any classes from 2nd year since I'll have the chance to take them regularly next year (if I get to the 2nd year, of course). And then I could just go in May.
I'm promised more money. I had a good time. I like the people. And I'd be home till April when I can take exams as well and then go after that. Or I could stay home till July, take some classes and take some exams and then go.
OK, disregard.
I'm gonna go in July. My sister has resolved the dilemma.
I'm promised more money. I had a good time. I like the people. And I'd be home till April when I can take exams as well and then go after that. Or I could stay home till July, take some classes and take some exams and then go.
OK, disregard.
I'm gonna go in July. My sister has resolved the dilemma.
Wednesday, 20 February 2008
Just Blabber
So I'm hungry.
Although I must say, I'm not THAT hungry today. Hopefully, my body is getting used to the idea of not eating as much. I am really bad at working out. At least for now. It should get better with time though. But how about I don't let myself become one of those girls who only talk about weight?
Pretty, no?
Best cleavage EVER.
I am SO drunk here.
You can see every drop of alcohol I've had on my face.
Still drunk.
And friends one more time.
Although I must say, I'm not THAT hungry today. Hopefully, my body is getting used to the idea of not eating as much. I am really bad at working out. At least for now. It should get better with time though. But how about I don't let myself become one of those girls who only talk about weight?
I have a few new pics if anyone cares to see. And that's pretty much it.
Pretty, no?
Best cleavage EVER.
I am SO drunk here.You can see every drop of alcohol I've had on my face.
Still drunk.
And friends one more time.Monday, 18 February 2008
Fat
I am.
And I odn't want to hear any of that reassuring crap. I know I am fat when I can't fit into my clothes and when I hate myself to the point when I don't want to look at myself anymore. It's the point when nothing really matters anymore. Stuff like make-up, hair and clothes don't matter anymore because all you can think about is that fat belt around your waist that you can feel ALL THE TIME and the fact that your ass doesn't get tight even when you try to tighten it. It's the point when you put your kinda-fat-pants on and discover you can't button them anymore. It's the point when you'd say NO to a free vacation at seaside because you'd rather die than take off your clothes in public.
It's the point when you decide not to eat dinner anymore, when you decide there shall be no more sweets in your diet, and there shall be no more snacks of any kind near your bed because if you gain one more pound, you're gonna... you're gonna... I wanna say "hate yourself" but I don't think it can get any worse than it is. Let's just say, there really should be no more pounds gaining.
So I drink water. And I pee ALL THE TIME. And I eat breakfast and lunch. And apples. Apples that used to be my favourite fruit of all but have lost their appeal after I've been stuffing myself with them for so many times I was losing weight. And I start doing sit-ups. Little by little. And i jump on orbitrek. Little by little.
And I hope I'll reach that point when I won't hate the blob I am anymore. Cuz right now, I can't look at myself. And if I can't look myself, how could anyone else?
And I odn't want to hear any of that reassuring crap. I know I am fat when I can't fit into my clothes and when I hate myself to the point when I don't want to look at myself anymore. It's the point when nothing really matters anymore. Stuff like make-up, hair and clothes don't matter anymore because all you can think about is that fat belt around your waist that you can feel ALL THE TIME and the fact that your ass doesn't get tight even when you try to tighten it. It's the point when you put your kinda-fat-pants on and discover you can't button them anymore. It's the point when you'd say NO to a free vacation at seaside because you'd rather die than take off your clothes in public.
It's the point when you decide not to eat dinner anymore, when you decide there shall be no more sweets in your diet, and there shall be no more snacks of any kind near your bed because if you gain one more pound, you're gonna... you're gonna... I wanna say "hate yourself" but I don't think it can get any worse than it is. Let's just say, there really should be no more pounds gaining.
So I drink water. And I pee ALL THE TIME. And I eat breakfast and lunch. And apples. Apples that used to be my favourite fruit of all but have lost their appeal after I've been stuffing myself with them for so many times I was losing weight. And I start doing sit-ups. Little by little. And i jump on orbitrek. Little by little.
And I hope I'll reach that point when I won't hate the blob I am anymore. Cuz right now, I can't look at myself. And if I can't look myself, how could anyone else?